I'm lost in the dark scared and feeling nothing in my heart. While running around trying to find myself. In the sea of hopes and dreams. The thought of never seeing my loved ones. The reason for the pain and horror I caused. How many souls do I have to ****? Wondering if I will ever find love. I'm a devil within a girl who can't be herself because of me. While she sleeps at night she'll toss and turn from the nightmares that I give her. As I feed on her soul I think why does my life **** so bad.