Are you my shade or are you my shadow? Will you bring me to life or deal me the deathblow? Am I crazy for loving - crazy for needing? Insanity leaves my exhausted brain bleeding. You keep me at armβs length,keep me holding Waiting and wishing,through all of the scolding My mind tells me something; I know I should listen But my heart is at war... death is its mission Death of the pain and death of the lies Death of this ****** hope,death while I cry.