Flying over whitecaps and the uncertainty of opaque depths, suddenly the blue dropped away and I was speeding through the sterile mud between the cornstalks, where wheat once grew. You had said that you knew a place and we stumbled back through the woods, falling and thwacking our way through tangles of branches. When we got to the river, all we found were junk tires, a tree, and a ******. Stalking off with a cigarette in my mouth and one behind my ear, I found myself back alongside the cornfield and staring in I discovered that the green of the corn was as cloudy and evasive as the blue of the ocean and guarded as many mysteries, but they are quiet mysteries and the pain that they hold is a quiet pain.