We pull our knees in and listen to stories, wait for our own name to appear. Floating by on a six-panel door or stitched into fabric scraps still raw at the edges but slick as mirrors or chalked on the ceiling too high to brush away even with a telescoping hand.
Our name comes marching from the five oβclock shadow tree line howling itself and blocking the light switch. We lag on hinges but keep it outside never asking how it came and where from. It canβt break and enter if the door is already open. Only enter, listen for bootsteps, for hot handprints in the snow.
We learn to slide our names under the door, crawl back behind it. Shove our fingers into locks, feel around for the trigger. We are drainpipes thickening with sediment bit by bit for years, everything passing through, waiting like an open mouth.
Our name leaves stepping in its own tracks and we follow, find solid ground. We build bridges, draw maps to it, curl our edges in around us. Since we are not cartographers--we cry too easily--our whole lives are spent killing time, searching for seams, more folds to get lost in. Lives spent like pennies, faces pressed hard into the fountain bed.