Here's to you.
Another year with you gone.
I miss my best friend!
You were supposed to be there for me.
We were the three best friends.
I remember in music class you  used to love "trapping" me in your legs.
I miss that.
I miss the time we went down to lake all because you wanted to see me.
You told me to go down there so I did. I drove myself just to see you before you left.
We spent the day together and then you left. you left for two weeks without talking to me.
When you came home you said you were sorry and that you told your family about me.
At the end of the Summer you came back into my life.
You were with your other best friend. You guys are like brothers.
I invited you to my sisters party and you came. You almost spent the night but you didn't.
You decided to leave and he stayed. He stayed because he cared
You left me. Again.
I never understood why.
In the middle of January you came back.
You spent yet another day with me.
It was freezing cold and I asked you to come to lake. I asked this time. And you came.
We had to go in town to get something and on the way you grabbed my hand.
That was the first time in a long time I felt safe.
But that all changed.
Months went by and I kept asking myself why? Why do I let you do this to me? Why do you keep coming in and out of my life?
What happened to the person I used to call my best friend?
He's not there anymore and I miss him.
No, I don't want to get back with you.
I have a boyfriend and I'm happy with him.
I just want our friendship back.
I want what we had the first day you came into my life
I want that back.