spin—for a moment even some yarn in which we both give a **** and we spend long, quiet evenings quoting out of biographies of JFK or Bryan Ferry and forget for a while all the things we hate about each other, the things that make us spit on the ground when they come to mind; forget them and maybe make love like normal people. not against the counter before work lifting your pinstripe skirt—rolling it up, really, over your *** to gird the top of your hips. (chaffing crown of ****** thorns) maybe instead give me more than 5 minutes and let me bury my face down in you and you can wrap your legs around my head to keep me there as long as you please.
and maybe later i'll laugh, sitting against the headboard, long-hand writing, at something one of my characters has said and looking up from an account you're working on you won't understand my laughter but you will be glad of it.
something AWFULLY EXPLICIT i wrote in the dark after the bar 1 night, belly full o gin. you THINK it's going to be sappy and ****** judging from the beginning (re: whininess) but it turns out quite okay if i may say so.