I don't feel like a child at all I used to wish for a way out into the sparkling world of drinking coffee and wearing the perfect black dress.
My young mind was fruitful with worlds and scenes. I knew the smells, I knew the colors, I knew the tastes.
That's gone now I try sometimes to imagine things like how it might've been with you if I had stayed until morning
But all I can see are the oddest things they bloom unwarranted in the trying space behind my eyes
I see clocks with hands and feet A mirror that does not reflect me the craggy bottom of a sea
Perhaps I killed it those parts of me when I never found the things I childishly believed, optimism is notΒ Β for me. Death of my imagination seems just like a casualty.