I've got so used to being near you, So accustomed to seeing your smile, And so comfortable in your clothing, That when you leave I feel Naked, Blind, And forsaken In the absence of you.
please don't leave, i never leave you please leave, i want you to enjoy your time alone please stay, i want to hold you please go, i will be fine with empty arms.
jasper is away this week as well. and i have a total of 64 hours of work and school this week and my body is crashing on me again. i notice when he is not around. it's good for him to have amazing experiences like going to whistler or going to skills canada competitions, but at the very same time i am wishing for him to be with me. it is selfish. i am sorry.