Hello God are you there?
I'll start but this time I'm hoping for a positive answer.
Not like that time mom contracted cancer
If your in control who do I fear?
Will you ever grant the request of last year?
If winnings not my destiny then why am I here?
Did you choose me to lose?
Or is this just a lesson?
If so after class is there a blessing?
The basis of the burdens I bear keep me stressing
In the struggle to live I think deeply on my neighbors Smith N Wesson
I'm pressing issues cause if got issues
My feet are weary I need new shoes
Where are you?You still there?
bruise after bruise you said you'd be there
Am I just a muse
just another pawn you can use
Slowly I advance up the board dreams of being great
failed En passant  what can I do but suffer a fools fate
smarter than destiny so you wait
one day I'm gone win the mind game...God checkmate!