I want to have you hold me
Like you never want me to leave


Pull me in close
Until I can hear your hear beating


I just... want to be loved
By a boy


I want to feel confident
That your looking at me


That someone. anyone
is looking at me


I just want someone to dance with
When everyone is watching


Even though I step on your toes
You'll pretend like you don't feel anything

Someone who will understand
When I can't get my words out just right


Someone who will laugh
Even when I ***** up the joke


Someone who will chase me 
When I run

And maybe
Convince me to stop running


I wonder if u exist
If your just made up 


Some perfection I'm chasing
With no actual hope of ever finding


I just grasp at what I hope to be you
And always seem to come up so wrong