when i want to relax i clear my mind white space surrounds my entire being and i fall into the bright nothingness spiraling downwards into neverendingness that leaves me senseless i pretend i am the wind and i move the way i'm told i move to and fro i move to i move i deep breathing to the point of numbness to the point at which i float with the air captured in my lungs in my mind i am weightless a balloon one that will never burst except with the eruption of peace