As we picked up the sticks and stones we used to break each others' bones, our bodies tensed in the claustrophobic silence. Never forgetting elephant in the room, she wouldn't go unnoticed. Over-sized, heavy mammoth, pregnant with disclosure Yet she couldn't give life to her word's desires. Stillborn. But the waters were far from it. They escaped from my eyes, down my face running wild and free, sweeping away everything in its path as my heart wished it could. On your face, they roared like waves travelling at great speeds, crashing onto the shores of an island neither of us felt welcomed in. We cried. We belted our sorrows to the skies while rainstorms consumed our eyes.
& there we were. Picking love's splinters from our hands. Asking questions that would never leave our mouths. Giving answers to questions trapped in our dreams. You, my love, had the upper hand. I gave you the bigger piece of the wish bone. I placed the ball in your court & you just kept bouncing it to yourself. Up and Down. Not much flight. No direction - Like a bird with vertigo.
It broke my heart to stare at the silhouette my private parts know so well but still unable to see the soul that played bodyguard to my private thoughts & dreams that sometimes I couldn't even admit to myself, but somehow you just knew.
You've changed. You're not the angel I once knew. Bright eyed, optimistic and sure of yourself. A smile so bright it blinded the sun and a laugh like poetry in motion. A heart sliced from the breast of an angel and a love deeper and richer than a saltan's pockets.
No need to tell me now we're through. It's all over now. You've Changed.