This morning proves only one thing
god isn't terribly angry with us just yet.
Or he is really ******* and is making
us suffer longer than we all deserve.

I woke and the woman next to me slept
in peace and somewhat smiling
I didn't feel anything
Just put all my hopes away.

It seems like punishment
bless this as the best day ever.
People, every last dammed one of us... people
different and usually the exact very same.