He came tonight.
The monster.
His shadow fell over me.
And I knew;
It's over, tonight will be the night.

But, no, he came
And left me shivering,
Crying in the night.
And I knew
It was just dreaming.

I woke up before
The sun;
Before anyone else.
And I know
Insomnia is the worse.

I got up.
I made the coffee.
Sleep still invaded my brain.
And I knew;
I can't live like this.

Constant fear.
Constant worry.
When will they take over my body.
And I knew;
I will live with them forever.
And I realize;
I am sorry for the person to put up with me.