You can call me Alex or Alexandra The first time I said I liked girls my voice broke Everyone turned to me as if I had cursed at the dinner table My mother told me to go take a shower and think about it But mom, you can't wash off who you are And yes, I have been thinking about it A lot
In a small town news spreads like wildfire I was the walking disappointment in the middle of town square I had been reduced to it till I was purged of this evil that threatened to claim my soul No one would sit next to me in class And everyday after the assembly I was taken aside and told I would burn Hell had no mercy for those like me But people, you don't tell a sixteen year old child that she is possessed by the devil
And the other day when I went to get my hair cut They loped it all off And they said there you like to **** girls now you can be a man But a bad haircut doesn't make me a man And all the abuses you can throw at me won't change who I am And I stood there with their glares digging daggers into the back of my head The old man cursed ****, and the parents covered their childrens eyes As if I had a disease they would catch if they looked for too long
And they threw a burning stick in my front yard and said burn you deserve to burn So i did I burnt I burnt myself piece by piece till there was nothing left but ashes But remember you can burn down one Alex, one ****, one unholy sin but There will rise another and another and another Till this world will have to change and then There will be a **** at every street corner and I will look you in the eye and say how many will you burn?