I had this fantasy in my dream I thought I was awake and you were actually tangible A man any woman would want to have You were a man that made me his priority No matter what… You would always be there Someone I could count on You were my rock You acknowledged my needs, my strengths Biggest of all, you paid attention to me…
In my dream, you were a mature man, strong and dependable So loving, unselfish, so giving You were not self absorbed, stubborn and arrogant You were actually the person I thought you were in the beginning
All the things you were not in real life And though I’ve spent more time fantasizing about you Then being with you Thank you for allowing me To indulge myself in this fantasy of you
The most important part of this dream was... I would have given back to you More than you could have ever expected My unconditional love, my admiration and respect All the support and encouragement That you would have ever dreamed possible... Had your heart muscle been fully engaged
It was nice to get your letter last month... And, that you actually thought of me on that day I did answer back…immediately, but again, I was ignored Vainly you seek yourself, searching for others still Even though we really had no beginning... There was an end
And as Rhett Butler would softly say; “Frankly, my dear I don’t give a ****'... NOT anymore