She dreaded the heading, the direction she was in She followed and stalked And cut and bled. She smiled a dance and attuned herself to the weather She taunted and laughed And wept and prayed She broke her arm on your words Cold and dangerous as ice She picked the heads off flowers And chose carefully which day to dawn She was never lost just weary and tired She dreamt and slept And hopped, skipped with a jump She wrote a sad tune, a merry tune She sang it silently and proud And heavy and white They say jesus tried to save her But his advice was out of date There were no footprints in the sand Just heartbeats in her head