a bird, you are, a crane- dancer of birds, you are the bend and shape, the s t r e t c h e s your neck makes- you are all that collapses and alters me. But this is not about me--- this is not about how beautiful you are--- a predator can fall in love with (you are) the prey and when you are captured beneath my hands, I often can't tell if you are fluttering against them or if I am trembling at the thought of crushing- you are: carnivore and quarry game and hunter killer and **** love and hate, you are, doing things things things so many things, to me you are, feather falls and grace white tickling the calloused skin stone where I ruffle the tufts of your neck, that I long to break--- ---though this isn't true.