Remember, you are never as good as you think you are. You are, at best, human. And being human, at this phase in your incarnation, is, indeed, the best you can do.
Stop worrying about others And making comparisons and worrying about what they may or may not think about you. You are capable of right and wrong, good and bad.
But you are neither. You are status. Ever changing and effected by everything.
And guess what. That's 'normal.' At least in the sense that everyone else is exactly the same way, weather they choose to be aware of that or not.
Reflecting on things not being the way I expected... just days away from starting a new chapter, and taking a break from filmmaking... Giving myself a pep-talk; trying to remember that as much as I want and mostly enjoy certain things, that they're not what's really important… and that the only thing I can control is my attitude.