I don't understand how it's possible
Possible to hate everything about you
But still catch myself missing you

I told myself it was just having fun
Fun that would never lead to feelings
Until one day I caught myself wondering

I promised I'd never get attached
Attached to the thought of you
But I just can't seem to make myself forget

How could I have been so foolish?
Foolish to even think about you
And yet my mind still wanders

I wish I could change
Change the decisions I've made
But there's nothing I can do

I made myself believe
Believe in the lies I was telling
But everyone else knew
.....Everyone else knew