In a perfect world, I could hide my scars until they finally soften and fade, and then the t-shirts could adorn my shoulders just like they did before. I could speak my mind with no resistance, and I would not worry about another's opinions because all that would matter would be me and my thoughts.
But this is not Utopia and my scars are still here, and they burn searing red for so long that it's too much to hide, and I slip up and I wear short sleeves. And I constantly fear of what others will think, with scenes in my head sending me over the edge into a place where my thoughts can ****, and I'm not in Utopia at all.