Is it just me, or does it seem like church isn’t really how God wanted it to be? They like to expect things of me, that I just cant be. Im trying but this person hidden deep inside of me got me fighting for a lot of me, looking deep inside of me, only alittle hope left, as far as I can see… And as far as I can see, wearing snap backs, hoop ear rings, and skinny jeans isn’t a public disgrace, humiliation or the sign of a bad reputation As long as your seeking, searching, looking for his face You come to church for meditation You come to God for worship Even though you think we are coming here with are own vanity purchase . Im not trying to hate on my own kind But im not in with these actors called pastors. Manipulating woman, doing these things behind the stage, And AFTER THAT singing a solo on WORSHIP? Whats next? That’s backwards. They might as well be sniffing ******* first.. And if that’s God, then I don’t know HIM I guess im already in my church clothes