Love in essence is the value of dust beating along the dunes of oblivious desert I see the shores of neglect beating along the desolate beaches solitude is crashing through my ever weary soul the lively feeling of the ever brilliant sun pierces my visions of incantations sounds of voices coming up from the chasm speaking of the love long lost in the midnight beating drums of the sinful fabricator haunt me now in my waking hour only in shame and anguish i shall flee how queer that one must think about the inner feelings of alienation and self doubt I feel like Iām in this rapid change of emotion as time goes merrily by The lucid point of my journey in this ever changing existence is nothing but an illusion for vanity and self hatred