**** this ****
I try every day to be the best me and no one sees
Pretending not to want love that everyone needs
Closing my eyes I get lost in my head
I hide and convince myself I’m better off dead
some nights I stay up and imagine another world
Where my parents have the perfect little girl
They would be proud and notice me
And I wouldn’t get lost behind the scenes
Waking up I can finally see
They do have her, but I am not she