As I push inside
I could feel a sigh

I put it all in you
And my all grew

But you feel nothing
Only that I am crushing

I slowly withdrew
I put my world in you

I know you could walk away
I know you could do it today

Don’t know what's inside
Your interior has dried

You say your insides are hollow
But that I cannot swallow

Because my pores are teeming
Dripping of love that's screaming

I try to fill you up
But you leave yourself shut

Trying to reach you
Walls pushing through

You’re like an unsolvable riddle
when I touch you in the middle

Empty eyes I see
You do not greet me

Not offering your bodies gem
I swore I would never again

Until you loved once more
Till to me you opened the door

I fear I ****** myself to a life
of no touching middles with my wife

                              Defective words