sometimes i feel like i'm trying the hardest
but i'm the only one being left behind
like everyone else will be married and happy
and i'll still be alone
watching people i love go
and letting them
too scared to stop it
to change my own fate
because if somebody can love them then maybe
someday
somebody can love me
but they don't
and so i spend another day
and then another night
alone
wondering why my phone doesn't ring
why i'm not the one with a hundred invitations
and even more exes?
why is everyone else so happy
when i'm always so sad?
i guess looks are everything
aren't they?