Dìsappointment, Disgust, Anger, Hate
These were what i could get from her aura
It was so thick I felt no comfort
I was the cause
I felt hated
I felt *****
I felt useless
I felt stupid
Truely one of my worst moments in life.
A chain reaction that didn't seem to end
My heart beating faster and faster
My stomach eager to empty itself
My head pounding
My eyes tearing
All these my fault. My fault. My fault. My fault.
Just as we said goodnight
My feelings were shown to be too far to be considered
She considers me rancid
I'm drowning in regret and remorse yet the water is being heated.
 A carefree joke a knife to her back.
I'm undoubtedly at my least right now.
So cold, warmth is a figment of my imagination
Sadness as real as the cold breeze causing my hairs to rise.
I need to be lifted but for how long will i wait.