Half of what I’ve been through
you’d never believe
The other half are things
that you will never see
Which leaves me wholeheartedly distant
from a world of disbelief
but I come to you with a
heart full of truth      
A mind full of power
And A life full of proof
Here I sit disemboweled
By the world that’s torn me open
Putting pieces together
As if it would make me hole again,
But I know better
Life waits for no man
no matter the weather
The rain pours as the thunder roars
Imitating the blood my veins course
Nobody see’s the true force at play
Distracted by the imitation game
I choose to stay in my lane
Chastised by Shame
I take pride in the realization of my distain,
I’m a heart pried open
A lone soul that’s been roaming
Looking for truth anywhere that ain’t been broken
Been looking for ages
I count the rings on these pages
One thing that I’ve learned
Is that god gives me patience
A lifetime it may take us
Though infinite we will make it