i cannot stand the mundane atrocity of this life. no more shall i toss and wake at every injustice done. nor shall my fervent dreams confront every soul that takes the stand as inadequate. and my sorrows, deep beneath the flowers, which make their advances towards the night sky, from forgotten buds, shall cease to bloom. only to do so upon recognition of society, how willful. and only once my petals have settled on the moon, should i rise.