you make me feel unworthy of love.
incapable of fulfilling
manipulative expectations.
you make me feel lonely.
half instead of full.
you make me feel
like I am not good enough.
for you and others around me.
you make me feel terrified
of other’s intentions when
I couldn’t give them a chance myself.
you make me feel like I am inferior.
that you stand on the top of the ******* world
without even knowing it.
you make me feel like
I am unstable.
and that others notice it too.
you make me feel sad.
you make me feel small.
you make me feel like
I can never be touched by another.
adored by another.
cherished by another.

you make me feel unloved.
and it feels wrong.
but without you
I don’t feel.
you make me feel.
just not in the ways I
deserve to.