i grasp
what i can
out of
every last
moment.

i squeeze
and i squeeze
till the
moment
lies dormant.

tomorrow
might be
news of
cancer,
it may be
my today's
last day.

shadows may
fight the sun,
and blue skies
are overcome
by the grey.

just a
passer by
saying hi,
listening to
a new born
baby cry...

i never want
to leave
a moment
wondering
what if
or why.