The winds are screaming silently
The last thread has snapped
The flames engulf me inside...

It flickers and fades
It roars and it rages
The storm inside is even more dangerous now, yet it's less than it was before
The emotions are like a drug I can't get enough of, yet they are the sea that's drowning me

Why does the pain feel do good?
Why does it hurt so much to smile?
Why does it have to be so difficult to stay calm?

...but they can never know.