[Verse 1] You all hate me, and I hate myself Woke up this morning, ******' waste of pills Haven't seen myself in over seven years, 'cause I hate my face So I avoid the mirrors (already smashed them up) The glass it cuts. I'm like a sinking ship its hard to swim when I'm all alone and I ain't got no one here to depend on Cemented meat dragged through the street every one's is ******* looking The anger thickens I can feel depression as its cooking No emotion on my face 'cause I conceal the pain Standing outside in the storm so I can feel the rain Pouring down on my face. I pretend their tears You know, 'cause I've tried, but I haven't cried in many years
[Pre-Chorus] I hate myself I loathe myself I should off myself Why not? I'm broken!
[Chorus] (Broken!) God- God lost His way Made a mistake when He made me They say I'm lost, and I agree. I'm ******' (Broken!) I-I-I-I don't wanna be alive. I just wanna die (Broken!) I-I-I-I don't wanna be alive. I just wanna die
[Post-Chorus] "Depression is one of the most debilitating-" I'm broken! "Ugliest, most awful, horrible, negative-" I'm broken!
[Verse 2] You wanna **** me. That's okay, 'cause I agree with you My arms have many cuts. You see the ones I'm bleedin' through Step off this chair and shut the windpipe that I'm breathin' through They say always believe, but **** them. Believe in who? I don't belong, I know. I snort the strongest blow That **** is wrong, but so, I don't have ******' long to go Every night I dream I'm gonna die; I hope it's real I found a bag of pills. I hope it's dope so I can feel I'm straight-up suicidal. The ******' rudest I know I hope somebody feels my pain through this crude recital It's only Judas I know. Buddhists and Jews are ****** Don't know [?] stuck in this ruthless cycle
[Pre-Chorus] You hate my guts I hate my guts Let's all hate my guts Why not? I'm broken!
This song explains exactly how I feel.. broken and done