Not sure how to realize that your life is heart breaking,
So much lying and hiding from those that love you,
Is this the part where I’m supposed to run to you and beg you to run away with me?
I’ve never had a say in your actions because that would deny you happiness
I can’t complain,
No thoughts,
I’m just another person in your life,

How can I stop to something that I had no cause of?
This man loves me?
So his family says,
I feel so alive,
He has the cutest smile for days when we speak,
None of his other women understand what is so special,
Answer?!

Nothing
I don’t touch him when were alone,
We just hold each other,
Silence and small talk is all this is,
We only kiss four times a day,
It’s chemistry
Not passion or affection,
Plain old fashion love

From a woman perspective wanting *** with “their man” is romantic,
I grew up old views,
Yes it’s romantic but I don’t want him in bed,
For me it’s…
Being around him,
His voice,
Wrapped in his arms,
I think after 2 years or more being with him it will be time,

Not ever will “our love” get out