oh
sweet silence
i failed to understand the reference
for so very long
how could it be golden
when language and words can be so full of light
so glorious
it is only when the talk
usually so stimulating and enchanting
turns into something so cold
so repetitive
with unclear motives
in a torturous context
why must you torment me
please just be direct
clear and honest
you can prolong this as long as you would like
but it doesn't change the truth of the situation
the outcome cannot be delayed
you are simply causing me pain
forcing me to  escalate a feeling of distress
into one of rage
annoyance and resentment
those are feelings i wish not to know
in such an intimate manner
i do
however
desire feelings of joy and pleasure
cheer and bliss
please indulge me
it is one of the few things i request of you
do not deny me them
instead
allow me to feel
what we both desire
please
you ask me to beg
so now i will
end this boxiness
and allow the breeze to enter us both again

there are few things in this life that i am certain of
but i have no doubts about our worthiness of this