spikes in my blood sugar,
in the statistics,
when you come through,
on the daily, almost…
yet I never lost any sleep,
not even a wink,
& i still dream of cannibals

we all spoke of fragile Fire,
& it made me feel
so sad
‘cause mine have
burnt out & you just
can’t reignite that ****
on demand

i hope you’ll play Lazarus
& exorcise the Phantom
i still see it when I drink
i still see you here & there