A breakup hurts and that totally normal I just lost someone I love And it’s strange how everything changes in a few minutes Because of those few words Left me whit so many questions Left me empty and hurt
But the fact that you don’t wanna be whit me anymore doesn’t hurt the most It’s the reason why At this moment I wanna be mad at you but I cant I’m mad at my self, mad on my own body
I already hated my body, but I didn’t think it affected other people. Having to hear my body, my ******* disease is the reason you can’t be whit me HURTS It took me long enough to accept I’ll never get better It took me longer to believe I still deserve to be whit someone, to believe something like a disease or illness shouldn’t matter when you love someone.
Now you make me dought what took me so long to believe, now you make me dought myself. But I’m strong! I can still do what I want and I will still have the greatest adventures, I’ll prove that to you. I’m not saying I’ll be painless or everything will go easy but I won’t make it influence my dreams.