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Jan 2020
A breakup hurts and that totally normal
I just lost someone I love
And it’s strange how everything changes in a few minutes
Because of those few words
Left me whit so many questions
Left me empty and hurt

But the fact that you don’t  wanna be whit me anymore doesn’t hurt the most
It’s the reason why
At this moment I wanna be mad at you but I cant
I’m mad at my self, mad on my own body

I already hated my body, but I didn’t think it affected other people.
Having to hear my body, my ******* disease is the reason you can’t be whit me
HURTS
It took me long enough to accept I’ll never get better
It took me longer to believe I still deserve to be whit someone, to believe something like a disease or illness shouldn’t matter when you love someone.

Now you make me dought what took me so long to believe, now you make me dought myself.
But I’m strong!  I can still do what I want and I will still have the greatest adventures, I’ll prove that to you. I’m not saying I’ll be painless or everything will go easy but I won’t make it influence my dreams.

But for love, you can *******
Written by
fibro  23/F/Belgium
(23/F/Belgium)   
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