you’ve got me in a state of mind
however i was able to find the light
it included you and i under the morning sun
how it starts
and how it ends
clouded, confused
sinking in my bad character habits
emotionally detaching myself
in order to numb out reality
I think about it
screaming
you matter in the middle of the night
not my style to fake emotions
nor
to evoke rage
so instead of negative affirmations
lets mute out the sadness in our words
tell me you love me
tell me I’m worthy
tell me I’m the only one for you.