when you're back home after a night of storm, coldness and rubble, there will be a quiet kitchen and two blue cups of coffee. when you reach here, rest your wet hat, and wash the dirt out of your hair. take off your coat and sit down. there will be oranges, kiwis, lemons resting on the countertop. fresh flowers in an old ***. an orange cat laying in the afternoon sun; a sweet dog in slumber. in your stillness you will revisit the storm in memory — be careful to only look from a distance. the monotone sound of a vacuum in the other room, will bring you back. you can sleep here, or take a walk along the road outside. or drive to the beach. after the storm when you come home, there will be hot jardineira with whole vegetables for lunch. and roasted cinnamon apple if you'd like it. after the cold when you arrive, you will have a place to cry and laugh and live. you can be here for as long as you want. come soon.