I wake as your friend You wake as my lover I speak as your lover You speak as my friend I act as your possession You are my possesion I rebel as your cover A means to an end I hurt for your compassion You live for my acceptance I injure for your respect Though it's never been withheld I confide for your emotion You crave my direction I give and you collect Never will you rebel
This is madness This is Sparta This is insanity This is the price of exellence I can't be everything for you I am your everything You can't be everything for me I am magnificence You treat everyone the same I am fair and righteous As a friend, yet as a lover And yet you seek more And it's a cruel, cruel game Dare you grow capricious From your twisted love, no one recovers You'll become one I abhor
I am done You are confused (I am never done) And I will not calm you I am sick As I am amused (But I'm not tired) As I drop little clues I will run You'll never leave me (I won't run) But I'll abandon you Because I love you You'll always need me (A better word is 'desire') And I'll never need you
Let me go! My grip is vice-like (But you're not holding me) I'm not ready to let you go Bring me back! If I lose you, 'my dear' (But I never left) I must find yet another 'beau' Love me only! And I've not the time to put effort (But you love equally) In little minions like you Push me away! I've not a care to give for (Or bridge this rift) You insects I never knew
Please, disappear I am your torture One day you'll understand But I am your salvation That the twisted way you love I am your executioner Could coax death from any human And I am your redemption Please, disappear! You'll wish me dead forever Though I'll weep when you're gone You'll wish me dead I know I know sanity will return And you'll wish yourself deader And I'll eventually move on. *When away I finally go.