now I know
what is the thing
which hurts my feelings
I’m so lonely
just in my heart
there’s no one I can talk
without taking drugs
there’s no one I can lie
without taking shots
there are problems
which I can’t solve
till I know myself
so I have to burn my throat
with liquids
to cause the feelings
which help me to express my inner things
sorry to say
sorry to hear
but that is all I am to see