Wake up again. The mildew is running through my nose. I see the door. From far across. The sound of the birds are loud, which ones? I donβt see the clouds. Feels heavy, Iβm tired. How do I cut the wired? It wonβt let me go. How do I glow? Each turn taking me deeper to nowhere. Is that even fair? Stuck. Worried. Paralyze. How come I donβt realize? Need to end this fight. Have a goal in my life. I feel lost. Where should I go? Wake up again. The thought of being lost consumes my mind. Am I have to stay behind? I know I have to shine. Let me take a glass of wine.