i find myself wishing that you never lose the color in your eyes
or the tone in your hushed voice
or the subtlety of your warm smiles  

i find myself restraining myself from touching you
and your precious fingers that have brushed mine ever so gently
and your candy, pink lips that have teased me ever so tame

i find you sitting ever so comfortable in my thoughts
crossing my mind with such ferocity it scares me