Deleting old pictures, Scraping the bones From memories that sting When we were happy and didn't know That your feelings would change Like a switch to a light Like the seasons, or seconds Like day to night And I wanted to hold on, but I knew it when you chose flight
Now I'm looking at my walls Deciding what to do next How can I move on, when you were the best? Your mind always wooed me, despite your chaotic and dark eyes You were Hades to my Persephone But you won't be back this winter's time
Now 'Motion sickness' by Phoebe Bridgers Is playing on repeat The lyrics are heaven When my heart is taking Hell's heat I'm healing from this whiplash, What the hell happened? It was a waiting car wreck And I carelessly kept my seatbelt unfastened
But Phoebe is keeping me company And her music is like a drug Distracting me from my enemies And keeping my heart numb