I am pulled to pieces by the gnawing hope for day while the silent grip of twilight begs my flesh to stay and while the brief moments of sweet sanity afford me clarity and calm, in the soundness of my mind I still cannot see the dawn.
What is left of my desire, those portions I still own, is fading fast, and waning first is the hope I had for home. But wretched man that I am I am as stubborn still so even here as I resign I still await thy will