Had my first one night stand But all i wanted was to walk hand in hand With you My bear Now im in despaire Wishing you were there Never will i wish you bad luck But I hate you And i love you But i miss you so much I miss your touch Kisses in the night Now i gotta fight my head Wondering why Why aren't you here Why are you there I was good to you How you doing so well Without me How do you cope I can't describe my loneliness Emotional pain, turns physical My chest is about to burst Im miserable But what does that mean To you Nothing You may care Cuz I gave you me heart bare Everything i had was yours But your not mine anymore Time to live my life for me Learnt to give nothing to anyone but me Live my own life Cuz i gave everything and got nothing I lost my heart Its gone I gave it to you My first love My bear
Weird how one moment by yourself can bring back the past. Don't know why but wrote it as if it were a rap