In the mist of all this sorrow My drunken heart begins to wallow Does it make it easier to feel Body relaxed, emotions flowing through like a slow release pill Used to emotional connection so dull But now there’s something real Just when I thought I might never feel Giving me a reason to want more But in my own solace I adore where I can reside My personal place to hide I’m afraid to give it up I’m afraid to let another sip from my cup And taste what’s in my heart