Fits of hysteria in the quiet night. Memories flood back, and a smile creeps across my tear streaked face. "Hurry come on before someone wakes up." Dash for the car that's lights are out. Escape for a moment. "Don't be a wimp, just do it!" Jump into the ice water in the hot summer afternoons, scream when the water touches my skin. "Can't you feel my love? Just a little bit?" Sloppy kisses on my stomach, thighs. Your droopy lids continuing to sparkle under the night. Curled up on a shabby blanket, on the lukewarm sand. "You're with us now. And we're family." Arms wrapped around bodies, tight hugs. Loving kisses on the forehead, sisterhood, family. Boys and girls, different ages, races, lives, all connected by the simple need for love, and appreciation. Fits of mania in the quiet night. Memories flood back, and a smile creeps across my tear streaked face.