she was born to bend this way her muscles sing through the air wrapping physics round her finger handspring, handspring, tuck, plant her equilibrium ponders life and its meaning every twitch intentional every smile framed if life were more like summersaults and less like crashing planes if the truth were always inside your ears and the applause came only when you landed safe if, when you fell, there were always a dozen friends waiting to lie to you about gravity maybe she would tumble beyond the mat into rumors of spiraling fates