She took the blade and wrote
Beautiful pain she felt
She put her life to an end
Her happiness yet to come
On her face, a smile that spread
In her mind memories flood
Her end is yet to come
Her demons have won
Happy tears in her eyes    
With her blood,
She wrote how sorry she felt,
For herself and her family
And the none extent friends.
With her blood,
She wrote how lonely she felt,
How she cried for help
Staring at the sealing she prayed,
For God's forgiveness.
She apologies for wasting a life.  
For not living to everyone’s expectations
For lying about being alright  
She closed her eyes and welcomed the darkness.